Just Out Of It

Today I find myself just staring out the window, rather than getting busy doing my eBay thing. In about 2 hours we (William and myself) are going to his sisters house. As William made a date to babysit their 3 kids, adorable kids at that. Anyway, I’m sure by the time we get home, the will be shattered, those kids take a lot out of him. Mostly the oldest RJ gosh he hangs all over William like a cute little monkey. William misses his niece and nephews, so that is a perfect time to have some time with them, and it gives Jaime and Rob a chance to do stuff alone as a couple. William is very sweet like that. I won’t be taking my laptop with me because there is usually distractions, and if I was on my laptop, it may attract the kids attention and I don’t want any accidents to occur. I was considering a book, but again distractions, kids playing, screaming, TV on. I cannot read with distractions lol. So I guess I’ll just sit there, and watch them play. It’s not as boring as it sounds. The kids actually do make me laugh, and I take advantage of the time to photograph them, since I know William loves the kids, and loves to see photos of them interacting, and I like it too. It reminds me a lot of when my niece and nephews were that age, and how much I played with them, I was constantly taking photos of them as well, hey somethings just don’t change hehe.

Lately I haven’t felt much like blogging, I don’t know why. I guess we all get into a funk. I don’t know where mine came from. Last night I was in another funk as well lol. I had some nice wine, maybe a little bit more than I should have had, but it was nice. We watched some recorded programs; Flash Forward, Fringe, V! I love these shows, it’s sad that 2 great shows will be ending too. 24 and LOST. I have already watched LOST from the beginning, due to my moving around, I stopped, so when I finally landed here in Mass, I thought this is a great time to watch it all the way through, so I did. Now since 24 is ending as well, I believe this is its last season, I am going to begin with season 1. I am pretty excited as I find that show to be so incredibly cool! Pretty fast paced as the episode all takes place in one hour, pretty awesome I think. Anyway, I must finish getting ready, as we are going to leave in less than an hour. Have a lovely weekend everyone.

It’s Been 9 Years

Time really does go by fast, it’s been 9 years since my mother passed away. Gosh how I miss her! I miss her voice, her laugh, even the way I would aggravate her, and then laugh about it. I miss her loving ways towards me. She was a very loving woman, I have such an empty space in my heart for her. When she passed away, it took me a long time to really begin to heal. We never really get over losing a loved one, but we learn to deal with it better. I have had people in my life that have been so understanding and caring about this. Then there were some that basically said “Get over it” which is really the cruelest thing to say to someone. One day they too will feel what it’s like to lose a loved one. I had one person tell me that, I was shocked to be quite honest. That someone could be so cold in that way. I don’t need to associate with people like that. Anyway those that were in my life and still are in my life or have come into my life since, are a blessing and I love them to pieces. I just want to thank all my friends that have been there for me. I love you!

So I haven’t blogged in a few days, haven’t really felt like it much. I’ve been trying to work on getting things posted on my eBay and that is going really well. Slow but good, it takes a long time to get that listing just right. I remember my first experience doing that, I was in England, and I was doing it for my friend. And omgosh I didn’t explain myself correctly, so people were thinking they were getting 2 sets instead of one, ahhh it was a mess. But in the end it was sorted and everyone was happy. So now I am once again giving it a go, and I think this time will be easier than my last experience. I already have 4 items, and one of them were sold like a day after posting it, yay go me lol. I guess you can say I’m happy about how that is going.

Oh here I go getting distracted again. I can never stay on one thing, I always have more than one thing going. Why? I don’t know, perhaps I feel I can complete them all at the same time, sometimes it works out for me, other times like this .. it does not lol. So there was more distractions, I had to sort somethings out upstairs. I’m happy with that for now. It’s going on 6pm now, so William will be home soon, we are making chicken pot pies tonight, we don’t make tiny teeny ones either hehe.

Well Tuesday night we finally got the back story of Robert on LOST, it’s such a sad story. He was tricked into staying there and doing what the smoke monster wanted, well almost hehe. I think he will be with his wife in the end, I feel he deserves that. I’m still waiting for True Blood to finally come back, but that isn’t happening until June gosh such a long wait. Oh and next week finally V will be back, I really look forward to seeing it, as it’s remake of the original series, so this shall be good. I remember the original series, vaguely but I remember, I think this will have a new spin on things. Everything is so much more “modern” shall I dare say? Nevertheless I can’t wait! Ok well I think I’ll go now. I’m starving, see you!

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