But Why?

Well last two days I have been feeling depressed :no: . I got an email from my sister a few days ago, and I just read it last night. I’m really disappointed in what I read, not disappointed with my sister but with her daughter. I won’t bore you and get into all the details but I’m angry, disappointed and shocked to be honest. Anyway, so I think perhaps I must of been feeling that, and that is where my depression came on. Well I felt sad, and well I knew I would eventually which I did, I also cried a bit this morning. I guess it’s just a lot of things.

I really don’t know, I’m no expert, lol.

I texted William the first day I was feeling down, and told him about it. I also said it maybe signs of well the ‘monthly monster’ coming for a visit :pain:

And sure enough this morning, BAM!! The evil being has arrived, oh gosh I feel for William over the weekend. I promise to control myself, and I’m sorry ahead of time William!

So yesterday, I was unpacking things I packed like a few months ago, because I had so much to list. I wanted to sort some things out first, things that I had out already to sell. It’s been going good, slow but hey I’m a noob at this. Well as I unpacked I realised, gosh I have a lot lol. Well it keeps me busy and brings in extra cash.

I got these comic books gosh a few years back, lol. I never read them. The ‘Johnny, The Homicidal Maniac‘ I don’t know I was in a mood lol, and I got them from I think it was Torrid or something, I don’t really remember because it had to have been at least 5 years. Well I never read them lol. So I thought I would put them up on eBay and sell them, as they are just sitting here collecting dust. I have been tempted to open and read them, but I thought perhaps I would get a little more if i don’t, as they are still ‘new’.

We’ll see how they sell :yes: what’s better is I have all 7 issues, yippie :dance:

So I haven’t really had much of a chance to watch baseball, but we, from time to time listen to them in the truck as we do our shopping. Gosh the Red Sox have done terrible this season so many of the good players are out. I guess I haven’t missed much hey?

Speaking of sports, football season is here!! Yay go Patriots! I hope they do well this season, I hope to be watching with William, as he is a big Patriots fan, and always watches the games. His birthday present is Patriots related shhh not saying what, in case he is reading

As I look around the room, I think ‘gosh there is so much to put away again. I have to prioritise the things I want to sell. I try to sell according to season, and well when the holidays are in full swing I know some things will go quicker than others *fingers crossed*

Oh The Vampire Diaries :vampire: season has started, I’m excited to see that. Ghost Hunters :ghost: is back as well, yay! Need a little spook now and then to sharpen you up hehe, and True Bloods season finale is Sunday, my gosh that was fast! I am still in shock that Bill and Sookie (character names) are married in real life, good for them!!!!!

Ok well I best get some things sorted here, and try to list a few things. Have an awesome weekened everyone, and hope you get some :sun: while you can, because the weather sure is changing quickly, we are having :cloudy: and possible :rain: through the whole weekend, so enjoy while it’s still there. Ttfn!

I Don’t Want To Go On …

It seems like when I do post, I complain about something. I suppose since this is my website, my blog, I pay for it, I should and could talk about anything I want. Which I do, which includes my everyday struggles, good and bad times. Well that would also include any complaining or bitching I want to do lol. Prepare yourself LOL. No, it won’t be that bad. I have so many things I want to talk about but I don’t because somethings are just too private, that I don’t want to share. So for the last like two weeks, I started to feel my back ache a bit more, than finally last week, it just started to become so painful, so as usual I’ll tweet about it lol. It was pretty bad, it scared me at one point, the feeling of being an invalid, not being able to do things normally as I’m use to. Well its still stiff in the mornings, or if I sit for too long, but it is getting better. I was browsing the net to see what was it that I was feeling, it wasn’t as if it injured myself because I didn’t. What I came up with is something called non-specific lower back pain, from the article, and it explained a lot, a lot of what I was feeling. There is no point in going to see a doctor as they cannot do anything about it, it’s something that will just go away by itself. Isn’t that scary, having a doctor tell you there is nothing they can do apart from prescribing you pain killers. Gosh!!! Thats my little rant about that.

I was thinking lately, that it would be a lot of fun to do giveaways, there is always someone that wants something for free just for doing a few little things, it’s in the back burner we’ll see how that goes. Lately my hotmail has been compromised, and it’s pissed me off. Someone is spoofing or something, because some people in my address book are getting emails from me that I never sent. I don’t know what to do, I don’t want to change emails again, because what if it happens yet again, what a waste. I was reading yet another article this one I found under google answers, so I hope that will help. Has this happened to anyone else? What did you do? Change emails I don’t want to. Anyway so that’s my other dilemma.

We had a lot of shopping to do yesterday, and considering how my back had been feeling it did pretty good, today when I woke up, it was stiff again but probably due to the way I was sitting yesterday about an hour before going to bed, that didn’t help, and I didn’t put any icy hot or take any advil which again I should have. I also noticed I would get a headache from the pain. At the store yesterday I got a bit nauseous, probably due to the pain as well, because that was towards the end of the day, so naturally I was tired. Gosh this post is such a bitchfest, oh well deal! lol

My eBay stuff is going very well, well as good as can be for a newbie. I’ve had a lot of fun, not to mention I have stumbled across some great deals, I’m like wow! I never knew that eBay can be so addicting, not only as a seller but mainly as a buyer lol. I tend to find good deals. I’m really happy about the stuff I am selling. I never thought about selling on eBay, gosh I’m so glad I did, because now I’m getting a little extra in my pocket. Williams birthday is coming soon too. I don’t know what to get him, I want him to be super surprised. I have been doing that blog post thing, and I have made money, to date I have made about $60.00, and I am leaving it in my account there until Williams birthday because I want to use that to buy him something cool. I think maybe something Star Trek related OMGGGG I just realised he reads this blog. Now I don’t know what to do, if I should leave this here as he don’t read it often, or remove it. Ahhh my dilemma, I think I will leave it, he won’t know for sure what I will get him.

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