But Why?

Well last two days I have been feeling depressed :no: . I got an email from my sister a few days ago, and I just read it last night. I’m really disappointed in what I read, not disappointed with my sister but with her daughter. I won’t bore you and get into all the details but I’m angry, disappointed and shocked to be honest. Anyway, so I think perhaps I must of been feeling that, and that is where my depression came on. Well I felt sad, and well I knew I would eventually which I did, I also cried a bit this morning. I guess it’s just a lot of things.

I really don’t know, I’m no expert, lol.

I texted William the first day I was feeling down, and told him about it. I also said it maybe signs of well the ‘monthly monster’ coming for a visit :pain:

And sure enough this morning, BAM!! The evil being has arrived, oh gosh I feel for William over the weekend. I promise to control myself, and I’m sorry ahead of time William!

So yesterday, I was unpacking things I packed like a few months ago, because I had so much to list. I wanted to sort some things out first, things that I had out already to sell. It’s been going good, slow but hey I’m a noob at this. Well as I unpacked I realised, gosh I have a lot lol. Well it keeps me busy and brings in extra cash.

I got these comic books gosh a few years back, lol. I never read them. The ‘Johnny, The Homicidal Maniac‘ I don’t know I was in a mood lol, and I got them from I think it was Torrid or something, I don’t really remember because it had to have been at least 5 years. Well I never read them lol. So I thought I would put them up on eBay and sell them, as they are just sitting here collecting dust. I have been tempted to open and read them, but I thought perhaps I would get a little more if i don’t, as they are still ‘new’.

We’ll see how they sell :yes: what’s better is I have all 7 issues, yippie :dance:

So I haven’t really had much of a chance to watch baseball, but we, from time to time listen to them in the truck as we do our shopping. Gosh the Red Sox have done terrible this season so many of the good players are out. I guess I haven’t missed much hey?

Speaking of sports, football season is here!! Yay go Patriots! I hope they do well this season, I hope to be watching with William, as he is a big Patriots fan, and always watches the games. His birthday present is Patriots related shhh not saying what, in case he is reading

As I look around the room, I think ‘gosh there is so much to put away again. I have to prioritise the things I want to sell. I try to sell according to season, and well when the holidays are in full swing I know some things will go quicker than others *fingers crossed*

Oh The Vampire Diaries :vampire: season has started, I’m excited to see that. Ghost Hunters :ghost: is back as well, yay! Need a little spook now and then to sharpen you up hehe, and True Bloods season finale is Sunday, my gosh that was fast! I am still in shock that Bill and Sookie (character names) are married in real life, good for them!!!!!

Ok well I best get some things sorted here, and try to list a few things. Have an awesome weekened everyone, and hope you get some :sun: while you can, because the weather sure is changing quickly, we are having :cloudy: and possible :rain: through the whole weekend, so enjoy while it’s still there. Ttfn!

Happy Father’s Day

Another one rolling around already, wow it comes and goes so fast. I seem to always repeat myself when it comes to holidays, I say things like “time is going too fast, someone slow it down” yeah like that lol. But even if they repetitive, it’s just so true. So today is Father’s Day. I’m in England, and my father is in America. We have a funny relationship, well not funny just not cool I guess. We are not close, I mean I love my father, don’t get me wrong. But as an adult and after my mother passed away God rest her soul, he has become distant. When my mom was around, sure he took some interest but not like most dads would. That kind of made me feel sad. So after mom passed away in 2001, you would think it would make us closer? Well it didn’t! He somehow managed to find another partner, not marry her but just living with her, and ever since then he didn’t ever seek to see how both me and my sister are doing. Growing up he seemed to favor the boys more. Is it like that with fathers? So anyway regardless of all that, I still love him and well I just don’t let it bother me all that much. So Happy Father’s Day to my Dad, my brothers Eric, Omar, Nelson and Jo who is the father of the her family and she does a dang good job at it too, and last but not least the newest addition to the family, my niece Amanda’s baby’s father, whom I forgot his name and have to take a moment to remember… YES it’s Kyle haha, well it’s his first Father’s Day, so Happy Father’s Day to him as well!! And Happy Father’s Day to all the fathers and soon to be fathers out there, and those women who have to take the father’s roll in the family because the father is not there. I think that covered everyone, I hope!

So the painter just arrived, 30 minutes late but who cares lol. I just wanted to mention it. He’s a really nice and cute haha guy. He’s putting on the gloss or whatever it is on the window edges or whatever it is you call them things, I’m in the bedroom and I can smell it lol. Omg my feet are still sore from helping packed for two days. And thats not even over yet, we got more stuff to pack that will come later. We’ve recently come to a problem, well not we but I am sort of involved even though I don’t own the property, but yeah a bit of a snag on the estate agents behalf, talk about rudeness, anyway their performance was asinine to say the least. I won’t get into details but don’t ever deal with Wakefield Estate agents in England they are the rudest people ever. Anyway Al is taking care of business with that! I had an appointment yesterday to view a room but had to cancel because of this new crap that came up. The guy seems like such a sweetheart, he’d make an excellent flatmate, I hope he text’s me back. Anyway other than that, we have no bed or chair in the flat haha because most of the things were taken to storage, so I’m sitting on two cushions in the bedroom floor as the guy works in the lounge painting. We do have a couch, but its probably cold out in the lounge as he has to leave the windows open, and if you remember seeing pictures of the lounge they are huge windows, and it’s a bit chilly out, I hope we don’t get rain because he’s putting the last coat on the balcony floor, and would hate to see that washed away. Ok well thats all for now, Happy Father’s Day everyone!