It’s Been 9 Years

Time really does go by fast, it’s been 9 years since my mother passed away. Gosh how I miss her! I miss her voice, her laugh, even the way I would aggravate her, and then laugh about it. I miss her loving ways towards me. She was a very loving woman, I have such an empty space in my heart for her. When she passed away, it took me a long time to really begin to heal. We never really get over losing a loved one, but we learn to deal with it better. I have had people in my life that have been so understanding and caring about this. Then there were some that basically said “Get over it” which is really the cruelest thing to say to someone. One day they too will feel what it’s like to lose a loved one. I had one person tell me that, I was shocked to be quite honest. That someone could be so cold in that way. I don’t need to associate with people like that. Anyway those that were in my life and still are in my life or have come into my life since, are a blessing and I love them to pieces. I just want to thank all my friends that have been there for me. I love you!

So I haven’t blogged in a few days, haven’t really felt like it much. I’ve been trying to work on getting things posted on my eBay and that is going really well. Slow but good, it takes a long time to get that listing just right. I remember my first experience doing that, I was in England, and I was doing it for my friend. And omgosh I didn’t explain myself correctly, so people were thinking they were getting 2 sets instead of one, ahhh it was a mess. But in the end it was sorted and everyone was happy. So now I am once again giving it a go, and I think this time will be easier than my last experience. I already have 4 items, and one of them were sold like a day after posting it, yay go me lol. I guess you can say I’m happy about how that is going.

Oh here I go getting distracted again. I can never stay on one thing, I always have more than one thing going. Why? I don’t know, perhaps I feel I can complete them all at the same time, sometimes it works out for me, other times like this .. it does not lol. So there was more distractions, I had to sort somethings out upstairs. I’m happy with that for now. It’s going on 6pm now, so William will be home soon, we are making chicken pot pies tonight, we don’t make tiny teeny ones either hehe.

Well Tuesday night we finally got the back story of Robert on LOST, it’s such a sad story. He was tricked into staying there and doing what the smoke monster wanted, well almost hehe. I think he will be with his wife in the end, I feel he deserves that. I’m still waiting for True Blood to finally come back, but that isn’t happening until June gosh such a long wait. Oh and next week finally V will be back, I really look forward to seeing it, as it’s remake of the original series, so this shall be good. I remember the original series, vaguely but I remember, I think this will have a new spin on things. Everything is so much more “modern” shall I dare say? Nevertheless I can’t wait! Ok well I think I’ll go now. I’m starving, see you!

March Madness

Wow I can’t believe it’s March already omgosh where does time go? I bet everyone and their second cousins says that hehe. There are a lot of birthdays in March for me, my brothers, father’s, nieces birthday, and my lovely friend Steve, and also Williams sister Jaime all have birthdays this month, sad to say, it’s the month my dear mother passed away. It’s really hard for everyone when March rolls around, but I can only imagine how my brother and father feel when their birthdays comes around, because it will forever be a reminder of when my mother passed away. It’ll be 9 years this month. Gosh I miss her so much. After time passes, you reflect back and really appreciate the family you have, and try to remember not let too much time go in between visits, always forgive even if you cannot forget, or even going as far to say that, changing your ways and hopefully see that there can be a median that people can reach. After my mother passed away, you would think that the family would be closer? Well sad to say it’s quite the opposite. My mother was always the one to hold the family together, to help keep the peace between the siblings. Gosh if you have family, try your best to make peace with them, don’t let too much time pass in between visits and if life is crazy there is always a card you can send so they know you care, don’t let the holidays be the only time it brings family together. Family is very important, I think a lot of people forget that as they carry on in their lives. Okay that’s enough of the, don’t need to be lecturing you all hehe.

Every day that goes by, you are in my thoughts, I love you and miss you so very much, there is a part of my heart that will always be filled with your love, we’ll be together one day.

I know that was a bit of a little sad rant there. When it comes to my mom I can go on a long rant, so I cut it before it got to long. So I had a really fun weekend, remember I mentioned the birthday party, well it was a lot of fun. The kids are just adorable as ever. They had a lot of fun, running down William (Uncle Billy), and playing with them. At one point William (Uncle Billy) was playing the memory card game with his nephew R.J. and then one of the other little guests wanted to play, before you knew it, the cards were flying around, and the kids were laughing their little heads off, it’s too cute! Then later we were all outside, and they have the bubble stuff with a wand to make bubbles, and omgosh, they were spilling it, one little girl was getting greedy, then they start to slip and fall on the deck haha, omgosh it was really funny. Something I miss about this birthday party is Pinata’s, hehe, I grew up always seeing Pinata’s at birthday parties, but ahh well. Maybe next time I can suggest it Anyway, what sucked towards the end was that my tooth started to hurt and then I suddenly got a big bad headache, at that point which was later in the evening, I knew it was our time to head home. I have to say it was a lot of fun. I look forward to seeing the twins and R.J. again.

As you all know, the USA Hockey team lost against the Canadian team. I think it was a brilliant game, both teams did fantastic, I couldn’t be any prouder. I can tell as they gave the medals out, how devastated Team USA was, I understand how they felt, but gosh they still won a Silver, so they still have a lot to be proud of. I was watching the news earlier in the week, or was it last week, I don’t recall, Joannie Rochette of Canada lost her mother like two days before the ladies’ short program. That is so devastating poor girl. She ended up taking the Bronze though, so congrats to her. And we can’t forget history’s first Olympian death, that of Georgians Odar Kumaritashvili, Luge. Kumaritashvili died on the February 13th 2010, in a training accident at the Winter Olympics, after crashing near the end of the track at the Whistler Sliding Center. He went over the wall of the track and hit a steel pole near the finish line. Omg this is just so terrible it was caught on video as well and you can imagine how fast it hit youtube and other video websites. The video has now been pulled and is not being aired because it’s so graph. I’m sure there are still people posting the video out there in the internet world somewhere, that will fade over time, it’s just such a sad year for the Olympics. Wow my post has been nothing but sad, well that’s how it is sometimes.

On a happy note, tonight Ghost Hunters Taps will air their season premier, I think it’s 2 hours, but I do know it’s live and I do plan to sit and watch it live, and tap away at my laptop because they are always having discussions during this particular show, at least I think they are lol, sorry for not being more informed on this haha either way I am watching it! And before you know it, V and Flash Forward will be airing, they air at the end of the month, can’t wait!! I think I will close here, have a lovely day everyone.